Since I was a little girl, I’ve always been drawn to the world of creation.

Drawing, painting, imagining… it was my way of truly existing. What I loved most of all was creating with my hands. It gave me a sense of freedom, a breath of air in a sometimes suffocating world.

2017–2018: Teenage years, the first wounds

School was never an easy place for me. Being “different” doesn’t always go unpunished, and I quickly realized I didn’t fit in. Little by little, I withdrew into myself.

But every day, when I got home, I had a ritual: put on my headphones, listen to my favorite bands, and createmostly jewelry. It was my bubble, my safe space. A place where the pain would quiet down for a while, carried away by music and the tools in my hands.

2020: The birth of Kittiicreations

On January 1st, 2020, without thinking too much, I launched an Instagram page to share my creations. Back then, it was very colorful, very Kawaii, inspired by my style at the time. I had no expectations, just the desire to show what I was making and maybe earn a bit of pocket money.

2020–2021: Shadows, anxiety, transformation

With lockdown, I thought things would get better… but instead, I sank deeper into my thoughts. That’s when my doctor diagnosed me with anxiety.

Kittiicreations changed too. The pastels were gone, replaced by dark chokers, spikes, a rawer aesthetic. That’s the style that started getting my work noticed. And yet, behind the screen, I wasn’t okay.

2022–2023: The inner storm

My mental health collapsed. Old traumas resurfaced, and that flame inside me went out. Creating no longer brought comfort. That’s when I was diagnosed with severe depression.

I stopped creating for months.

And then in January 2023, something shifted: a concert in Düsseldorf, Architects. That band I used to listen to as a teen, who got me through so many dark nights. That concert shook me to the core. It was like a slap, a reminder to live.

That’s when the urge to create came back. I started making jewelry inspired by the bands that helped me hold on. Bands that speak to my heart… and to many others’.

I knew it would disappoint some people, but I decided to stop making the spiked chokers. I wanted to move towards something more real, more aligned with what I was feeling: music, mental health, raw emotion.

April 2023: A new chapter

First Bad Omens concert in Strasbourg, with Ghostkid as a guest. For the first time, I created a piece of jewelry for a band I admire. Working around Ghostkid’s universe gave me incredible energy.

In August, I made a second necklace for them, at the Fallen Fortress festival.

2024–2025: The dream becomes reality

January 2024, I open my official shop. Despite working a factory job in waste management (and never-ending days), I didn’t give up. I worked harder than ever.

And in August 2024, everything changed: I could finally live off my passion thanks to all the amazing people supporting me. I quit the factory job. I devoted myself 100% to Kittiicreations, heart and soul.

In January 2025, I created two necklaces for Paleface Swiss, and more recently for Resolve at Artificial Waves! Spleen is coming soon and very soon, Distant.

I also collaborated with RVNDM Clothing.we designed pendants illustrated by Udo, with a photo shoot in Berlin at Der Grimm. Two years ago, I was dreaming of going there for a tattoo. Today, I go there for work. It’s wild.

And that’s not all: RVNDM and Maskoff Apparel invited me to join them on a festival tour this summer, mainly in Germany. I can’t wait!

And after?

In 2026, I want to have a bigger presence in France. I’d love to do a tour of French-speaking festivals.

Today, Kittiicreations isn’t just jewelry.

It’s a piece of my soul. It’s the story of a girl who was told she was “too different,” who weathered storms, who survived the silence, and who chose to turn pain into art.

It’s a tribute to music, to the alternative and metal scene, to everyone out there just looking for a breath, a space to exist.

Kittiicreations is also a cry:

You are not alone.

We are not alone.

And that’s why I’m working on a very special collection, set to launch in 2025:

“For Those That Wish To Exist,” inspired by my journey, mental health, and all the bands that helped keep us standing.

FUCK anxiety.

FUCK depression.

WE ARE THE CURSED.

— Kittii